Publish Novellas 2 January 2022
EPISODE 3 – STRAIGHTEN
Risking humiliation, Annabel presents her plan for straightening out her path in this conclusion that exposes all intent.
⚠️ Reader Discretion: Mature dialogue extended version.
“Maxwell, I am not choosing someone else over you! We have made no commitment of exclusivity. You have even dated other women. Because I value our relationship, I am disclosing my visit in advance. As much as I look forward to it, the situation is bringing me anxiety.
“The person I was before meeting you is colliding with the person I want to be with you. I am like a wire coat hanger, trying to become straight.”
“Should I assume that this date with her will go further than dinner or a movie?”
“I fully expect it would go as far as you imagine.”
“What if you decide to continue the lesbian relationship?”
“That was actually my next question for you. Would you be opposed to being the only man in my life while the other thing happens in the background?”
“This battery is getting really low.”
“Wait, wait, wait! I am exposing every lustful desire in the hope of an amicable resolution. Open your mind and fantasize about the possibilities. Here’s another idea. This is so difficult to say without sounding like a slut. But I am willing to take the chance.
“Suppose a man who loves me were to first pleasure me in the way of a woman. He then engages in intercourse like a real lover. Not seeking selfish pleasure, lingers and says all the things a woman in love wants to hear. That man—even tonight—has the power to change the course of my future. The question is, where can I find such a man?”
“I am sorting dozens of thoughts throughout my head while trying to keep a positive attitude about you. None of them are derogatory about you. But are the mental images you portray necessary?”
“Opening up in this way has left me quite vulnerable to you—in more ways than one. Revealing my complex sex life gives you necessary context. If I just said I like girls but want to keep dating you, would that be enough?”
“That would have left many questions. I heard this word in there somewhere. Are you saying that you love me?”
“Please be gentle with my emotions. At the risk of further embarrassment, I believe it is the best description for the feelings I have.”
“If I had the same feelings for you, would I be loving a heterosexual woman, a bisexual, or a lesbian?”
“Good question. Reason this out with me. As a hormonal teen, I had common heterosexual desires but no male suitors. A girlfriend made me feel… very special… over and over again. This satisfied my hormones without a boy. So by definition, your current girlfriend, if I can be so presumptuous, is a shameless lesbian.
“It is possible, depending on your willingness, for me to be bisexual. Or, if you have enough love at this point in our relationship, the plan I propose may straighten me out! So my current definition is clear. But my future depends on you.”
“I clearly understand the dilemma. You are giving me two options. Be the male half of a bisexual relationship or make love to you in a manner that eliminates your desire for women.
“If you were already straight, I might say that I also love you based on our time together. The fact that the opportunity to be with a lesbian entices you is problematic. I can see it in your body language. If I give you the freedom to choose bisexuality, what would you do?”
“I need to be loved. Revealing my sexual encounters might make me sound like I am a sex-crazed woman. It has been about ten months since having sex with anyone. I thought by our second or third date that gap would have closed. Despite much patience, my desires are strong enough to look forward to Saturday. Your approval would ease my conscience without pushing you beyond your current pace.”
“How have you dealt with your desires during this time?”
“Maxwell, it’s getting warm in here! Let me remove my sweater. I can only take so much embarrassment on one FaceTime call. Are you asking me to tell you or show you? Use your imagination! I need someone to share the release with me. Focus on the better solution for addressing my desires.”
“I can sense your desire getting stronger throughout this conversation. This ideal man of yours must accept the premise that he is so fantastic that one night with him will not only erase an upcoming desire for lesbian activity, but years of such lifestyle.”
“If he is someone I already have strong feelings for, his chance for success excels tremendously. I have never been this forward with any man. We can stop talking right now. This man can come over without fear of rejection.”
“Rather than putting so much pressure on this man, would it make more sense for you to cancel the appointment with the woman and continue nurturing the relationship with the man?”
“Knowing everything he does, if he asks me to, I would comply. He should consider that I had the option of skipping all the embarrassment and quietly fulfilling my obligation to her. So he must be important to me regardless of what happens on Saturday.”
“Annabel, we can stop speaking about this man in the third person. I do love you. But I will not do what you ask before Saturday. What is your next move?”
🤔 Do you get the impression that Annabel wants to become straight or is she leaning toward bisexuality?
“Until you change things, I am still a lesbian with corresponding desires. A logical transition is for you to consider me bisexual for a time. If I cancel Saturday, it would be cruel of you to leave me unfulfilled. This feels like high school again. I just offered my body to a boy and he turned it down. The only one who wants to really please me is female.”
“Trying to have empathy for you, I am not turning down your beautiful body. Can you show empathy for me? Would you feel comfortable with me being gay and dating you on the side? I will not have a serious relationship with you while you are sleeping with anyone else—especially a lesbian. The consequences of not winning you over by my performance would devastate for me.”
EPISODE 4 – EXTENDED
Maxwell devises a plan that shares the responsibility for successfulness of their relationship.
Warning: Mature story content.
“Okay, I can see there is too much pressure on one experience. Having a gay boyfriend would be a step backwards to me. So I also have a double standard,” Annabel concedes. “What is your solution?”
“Rather than blow your mind in one night, I suggest a progressive approach. Will you consider it?”
“It is not my custom to be this forward with men. My suggestions are based on strong feelings at this moment. What if you came at me with everything you can think of three or four days in a row? By Saturday this wire should be pretty straight. If you have a better solution, I’ll listen.”
“I am thinking that we can share the pressure for your successful transition with a four-step program.”
“Definitely, it should not all be on you. I will not just lay down like a log.”
“Your kisses have been pleasant, but rather tight. I understood that to mean everything else was as well. For step one, we need to advance to more passionate kissing. If you are uncomfortable with touching or can’t achieve pleasure, we know that your preference is for women.”
“Okay, I am willing to loosen my lips and unleash a little tongue during step one.”
“In step two, we visit the intimacy that you know best. As with a woman, it should be mutual and we must both enjoy it. If that isn’t the case, your preference will be obvious.”
“Okay, I am relieved to hear you admit that you desire to pleasure me in a familiar manner! Tell me if this is an unfulfilled fantasy of yours or have you done it before and liked it.”
“You’re going to make me answer that? I’ve done it… more than once. That should tell you whether I like it.”
“Excellent, so you can’t demean me for sharing your fondness for it. I look forward to step two!”
“Step three is what you already suggested. We make love. Most of the pressure will be on me. But hopefully, we will have built up enough anticipation and affection that you will enjoy it.”
“You have outlined nearly the same thing I suggested.”
“The difference is that each step lasts five days! That’s five times per week with no complaints before moving to the next step.”
“Oh, that it different. With this frequency, I will have to clear out a dresser drawer by the third week! No one has actually spent the whole night with me before. That is more often than I would ever expect from anyone.”
“Is it too much? How frequent was intimacy in your female relationship?”
“That takes me back almost six years. At that time, three, mostly four times per week was ideal. Sometimes just twice. There were limits while living in my parent’s house.”
“This won’t work only twice a week. Do you want to be straight or sit on the fence?”
“You’re right. I consent to five times per week in order to purge the lust for women out of my system. What’s the fourth step?”
“Step four is longevity. We include all three steps on separate occasions or on the same day at least twice a week for six months. If after that time, you have no desire for women and still look forward to performing with me each week, a proposal of marriage is not out of the question.”
“So you need a long commitment before a long commitment. There seems to be one flaw in your plan. Once a month, my area is out of service for up to seven days. Do we take a week off or am I disqualified for non-participation?”
“I thought that would be obvious. During those weeks, you should enjoy… fellating me.”
“Ohh! Not just do it, look forward to and enjoy it. So no time off. Okay, when do we begin?”
“Let’s start a week from this Monday, every weeknight. It will be easier to keep track of progress. In the event of emergencies, we can make up on the weekend.”
“You are toying with me Maxwell. Isn’t it obvious how vulnerable I am tonight? Someone is offering to make love to me in a few days and you are telling me to wait two weeks! I honestly can’t wait that long! Tonight would not be too soon. The second best option is to take her place this Saturday. The longest I may hold out is this coming Monday. If you can’t begin then, you’re going to have to forgive me for Saturday.”
“I was planning an outpatient medical procedure next week. But after clearly expressing your effort to control urges, I cannot leave you waiting.”
“Maxwell, you are setting up all these compliance requirements with full knowledge of my past. If I fail one of your tests or end up with Naomi on Saturday, you can be angry but not breakup with me. You are are going to work with me through this transition. So which is it going to be, Saturday with her or this Monday with you?”
😠 With this ultimatum, Annabel takes control of the narrative. Isn’t it interesting that Maxwell reveals nothing about his past?
“I really need this procedure. Hopefully, it won’t interfere with the schedule I outlined. There is a risk that she could win you over with one great evening. So, out of necessity, we can begin this Monday.”
“Okay, I will cancel my plans this weekend and tell her that I left that lifestyle. Your promise will get me through the repercussions.”
“Thank you for sharing that. This will give you a fresh start in a new city. Should I know the name of the woman you are supposed to be with?”
“I have intentionally omitted her name because I work with her. So she might phone me about business-related matters. But if you are going to do everything you say, her name is Naomi. I have been sharing weekday lunches with her. I don’t view the meals as dates. But perhaps I am being naive since she insists on paying.”
“Is she the person you were dining with when we first exchanged digits?”
“Good memory, yes! Keep in mind that I left the table with her to give you my number. I will stop having lunches with Naomi so there is no misunderstanding of my intent. Perhaps I should not have lunch with men either. Is it wrong to have any female friends. What’s the protocol?”
“We are agreeing to be exclusive. That means I will not flirt or allow myself to be tempted by another woman. Similarly, I would expect you not to regularly see another man or known lesbian. There is no objection to straight female friends, unless you feel a temptation. If we successfully make it through the first three weeks, I may get you a promise ring to ward off advances.”
EPISODE 5 – SEVERANCE
Annabel reveals the names of past partners and promises that they will not interfere with future plans.
Warning: Mature story content.
“All right, give me time to break the news to Naomi. I imagine there will be multiple conversations and texts. By Saturday, it should all be sorted out. I hope we can go out on a date this weekend. Everything you do shapes my view of what a heterosexual relationship should be like.”
“That sounds fair. Addressing your frequently stated desires, is there any chance things might… get out of control… between now and Monday?”
“I have no more promises left to extend you on this subject. This is me, an imperfect woman, trying to forge a relationship with you. I will be very clear with Naomi about my intentions with you. But I can’t say how she might react. She may be insulted that I am choosing a man over her or she might take advantage of my vulnerability. I’m not saying it will happen, but if so, do you want me to tell you and receive your forgiveness?”
“Offering my forgiveness in advance seems like we are taking a step backwards. I trust that you will do everything in your power to resist. You are still technically as les…. You know.”
“Say the word, Maxwell. It is not offensive to me. I’m a lesbian.”
“Yes, you’re a lesbian. Your point about transitioning into a bisexual stuck in my head. On Monday, I rather assume that you were successful and not hear otherwise. That’s not permission or latitude. It’s trust.
“Well, thank you for allowing me to end my relationship with Naomi in whatever manner is necessary.”
“If you don’t mind answering, what is the name of the one who stole your heart before me and what has become of her?”
“My first love was Ruth. It was an intense young romance that did not survive college separation. We have not spoken since my freshman year of college. There is no reason to fear her interruption.”
“I now believe that you decided your orientation because young men were too immature to recognize your beauty and fine qualities. You have been distancing yourself from that life and enjoying time with me.”
”Out of curiosity, I am going to ask you an uncomfortable question. Has Naomi ever taken the liberty of fondling you under the lunch table or in the office without your resistance?”
“Oh, Maxwell, why risk the progress we have made this evening by answering that? If you ask, it’s because you saw it. Then you will want to know if I enjoyed it. I shared my past and current desires. Thank me for my honesty and wish me success during the difficult days ahead. Don’t look for reasons to chastise me like a child.”
“You are right. That was motivated by jealousy. You have not had relations with anyone in ten months. There is no reason to make you feel bad about an inappropriate touch you may have enjoyed. We have promised far more to each other.”
“That’s it exactly. Fill my head with many moments of male pleasure. But I also have the responsibility of creating the best moments in your life. This conversation, that has aroused strong passions, is ending. With cameras on, it seems appropriate to do something together that relates to our lengthy conversation.”
“Would you really do that now?”
Setting her phone down, Annabel replies, “If you are asking me to do so… I can get over the embarrassment.”
“I would like to sleep tonight with the vision of my elegant lady. You should rest with the image of your well-dressed gentleman—not a man pleasuring himself in front of a camera. Each coming week has enough pressure. However, I won’t condemn what you do after we end the call. If you send me a video, I will cherish it.”
“My camera idea is not anything I have done before. As my first boyfriend, I thought it was something you might expect of me. Let’s keep what happens after disconnecting a mystery. My future will literally be in your hands this Monday.
“I don’t know how you resisted my offers tonight. You are a special breed of gentleman. Thanks for treating me with dignity and for feeling that I am worthy of this opportunity.
“Though I have not passed any of my tests yet, I want to end our conversations by saying I love you. Can I call you Max?”
“Yes, I would like that. I love you, Anna.”
“I look forward to making those words more obvious to you. We will talk tomorrow, Max. Goodnight.”
Annabel replies to the text from Naomi to cancel Saturday plans. Naomi arrives at Annabel’s door thirty minutes later.
“I told you before, you must fulfill your promises to me,” Naomi stresses. “Now, unless you want to have this conversation in the hallway, let me in.”
After allowing entry, Annabel says, “My promise was before I got into a serious relationship with a man. You should not have brought over a bottle of wine. I am sorry, but I am no longer single.”
“I didn’t know you went both ways. Are you lying to two people or just me because I’m black? There was no objection to me fondling you at lunchtime. How are you cancelling when the evening arrives for what you promised? Perhaps you’re not really even a lesbian at all. You were just curious how long you could string me along before cutting me loose.
“Naomi, I assure you that I had no intent of stringing you along. Despite the odd circumstance of having a boyfriend, I assure you that I am as much a lesbian as you.”
“You owe me the same opportunity as whoever this man is. We should be watching entertainment in dim lights and enjoying wine, not arguing. Yesterday at lunch you were looking forward to Saturday. Now, for some reason you don’t feel I deserve a chance.”
Annabel acquiesces. “My apprehension has nothing to do with race.”
“Let’s make the most of the situation. I promised you one amazing night. At most we have through Sunday.”
“Before we get too far, it’s disease confession time. I am fully vaccinated and currently have no STIs. Please don’t hate me for the plaque psoriasis flaring up on my left cheek. Nothing contagious.” 
“There is also a birthmark on my right breast that looks like a hicky. It doesn’t mean that I’ve been stepping out on you. I get checked every six months for STIs and currently have none.”
You are very open about sharing… everything! It is so smart to be forthright about STIs before everyone’s pants come off. To avoid embarrassing anyone, I have been too trusting—asking in hindsight. Even with my carelessness, I have no STIs. What if I did? How would you handle it?”
“It’s simple. If one of us has an STI, she becomes responsible for both our pleasure.
“You make it sound easy…. Ask and adjust. I’ve never had anyone provide such useful relationship advice.”
“Your answer is getting muddled behind extra words. So I’ll ask once more for clarity. Don’t let embarrassment prevent honesty, Annabel. Do you currently have any transmissible infections or is there something you want to show me?”
“Here’s clarity: I am clean of any Sexually Transmitted Infections. You have permission to strip-search me prior to any activity. Before becoming sexually active, as a teen, I received the HPV vaccine. In two gynecologist visits since last having sex ten months ago, nothing has turned up.”
“The best place to examine each other is in the shower or right after toweling off. I have nothing to hide either. Do you know whether your unnamed man has a disease?”
“No, we didn’t discuss it… yet.”
“Annabel, you can’t be so naive. One moment of unrestrained passion could scar your tender valuables for life. Anytime you have more than one partner, you risk infecting everyone. It is much better to make up your mind to go with someone you know is clean.”
“Then I should ask you, Naomi, how many partners have you had in the past ten months?”
“Due to my partner’s infidelity, I ended a two-year relationship six months ago. Since then, I have had eight intimate encounters with four non-infectious people. In anticipation of you, I have not had sex in the past month. Considering all the available action, that is actually pretty mild activity. My last gynecologist visit was the week after meeting you.”
“So for the past month or so, you have been preparing yourself for me while I have been dating a man—without sex. That both flatters me and makes me feel small. During college, I experimented with more partners than the five you mention. Neither of us are pretending to be virgins.”
EPISODE 6 – FULFILLING
To maintain a reliable reputation in a new town, Annabel tries to fulfill conflicting promises to two people without hurting either.
Warning: Mature story content.
“When you say that you have not been stepping out on me…. Are you assuming we’re a couple as a result of our lunches?”
“If you were in my shoes, what would you think? We have had a daily lunch date for three weeks. At each, I do not hide my affection for you. During this time, I have declined other opportunities. A doctor checked me inside and out in preparation for intimacy with you. Was I too subtle? Did you think I was just going out for the potato chips and tuna sandwiches?”
“Please forgive me. I was naive to think that because we weren’t having sex, our relationship was platonic. You are right. I have given you every reason to expect a romantic evening. Tonight, I will fulfill my promise. Somehow, this feels more comfortable than any of my college encounters. Let’s have that shower examination together before snuggling up with a glass of wine.”
👩🏽🧔🏻♂️ Having discovered that she lead two people to believe she is their girlfriend, which should Annabel breakup with?
“Oh, Annabel, there’s hope for us yet. Perhaps after we’re done, you will tell the guy that you have a girlfriend.”
“Please don’t assume that yet. I need to fulfill my promises to you both. The last thing I want to do is mislead anyone. You and I should focus on enjoying the next few days.”
While showering, Naomi tries to relax Annabel. “I will be gentle with lathered hands so this won’t be too awkward. Afterwards, you can repeat the same for me…. Everything looks… very nice.
Annabel then examines Naomi. “There are no any issues other than what you described.”
After toweling off, Annabel tells Naomi, “Pick a movie. I’ll pour the wine.”
Snuggling up to watch a movie, Naomi endeavors to convince Annabel that she is right where she needs to be. “Are you comfortable right here?”
“Very much! We can pretend like this romance is infinite. But remember it’s just til the weekend.”
“I will leave your apartment as a very happy woman. When we’re done, why don’t you just send your man a text message? Tell him you reassessed your feelings and enjoyed an evening with me. You will rest easier. I am willing to type the message so all you have to do is press the Send button.
“You have years of experience in female relationships. If you don’t mind me asking, how many times have you had intercourse with a man?”
“Surprisingly, only once.”
“Think about what you’re saying. You are a talented woman-loving lesbian. When you get close to a good female relationship, suddenly you think you want a man? Why is that?”
“I view him as my opportunity to have a family and raise children. True, I became a lesbian as a teen. Now, as a woman, I wonder if, under different circumstances, I might be happy with a husband. Maybe it’s possible to bend towards being heterosexual.”
“Bend back this way, honey. Give me chance! We may achieve those things in time—there’s adoption or IVF if our relationship becomes more permanent. Until, now all you have given me are lunch breaks—and one great shower. Allow me to wine and dine you at rooftop restaurants! Tonight will exceed your expectations. I can make you happy.”
“I do want to be happy and loved by someone. There is an idea that may be good for all concerned. My boyfriend’s first shock was that I am a lesbian. As he accepted that, he said I should cut all ties with women. Then I persuaded him that there is an area in between—bisexuality. Though not approving of what’s going on now, he is giving me discretion as a transition period. If you are open to it, I might be able to convince him that the bisexual transition period is taking longer than anticipated.”
“It might sound exciting to have multiple people queuing up to get into your panties, but it leads to anxiety and heartache. There is an emotional being involved accompanied by affection and conversation. You are a grown woman who can decide between us.”
“With your many fine qualities, I sense a dangerous leaning. Letting everyone pleasure you and promising to please multiple people will turn you into a s….
“I was going to say something harsher but apparently that name serves the purpose. Do you still want me to leave?”
“No, you can’t go anywhere tonight! We have are already prepped for what will likely happen before the wine glasses are empty. Sally was a high school girl who gained the reputation of pleasing all the boys behind the bleachers. I don’t want to be like her.”
“Annabel, it sounds like you have already made your decision. You are too kind to toy with a man’s emotions out of curiosity—or blatantly toy with mine.”
Within Naomi’s embrace, Annabel acknowledges, “In your arms I feel very special and desirable—like we’ve known each other for years. It is difficult to focus on anything other than us being together.”
Thinking to herself, Annabel reasons that she is not obligated to reveal her intimacy with Naomi. Anything that happens now will be unapologetic. She could break up with Maxwell by telling him she is unsatisfied after Monday. But what she really wants from him is what they promised to reserve for weeks two and three.
Impatient Annabel reveals, “Maybe this movie has an interesting conclusion. But is it necessary to emphasize again that I have been waiting ten months…?”
The couple stops watching the movie around 11 o’clock in the evening and stay up until a little after 1 o’clock in the morning.
Annabel rises at 7 o’clock and pauses to stare at Namoi resting in her bed before washing up in the bathroom and then preparing breakfast.
While Naomi sleeps, Annabel receives a text message from her first girlfriend, Ruth. She explains how much money she is making by posting risqué images on a website and sends a website link. “It’s a lot of role playing and photo retouching. If you’re interested, I can share specifics,” Ruth offers. Annabel is as shocked as she is curious. While reminiscing about their relationship, she views some of the photos but does not respond to Ruth’s message.
Ninety minutes later, Naomi shouts, “That was an amazingly long night! We only have 30 minutes to get to work and I don’t have a change of clothes, Annabel.”
“Close friends call me Anna. It will send a message at work that you are the only one with that privilege. Calm down, Naomi. My ten-month wait is over! Let me savor the moment. We did it! After all the talk, resistance, and anticipation, it finally happened!
“For two full hours, you gave me the best time in… five years! Naomi, let’s not treat this milestone like a one-night stand. I need you in my presence at least one full day. Call in sick or you probably have vacation days.”
“Of course, Anna. I agree that last night exceeded everything I dreamed about! Your morning reaction is something I expected by the third night. It excites me to hear your emotions heighten so much since yesterday.”
“There is no hurry to leave. I would love to spend the day with you. Your acceptance of me with my blemishes deepens my feelings for you. Would it complicate things to say I love you?”
“It would, but I won’t complain. Perhaps we can sip a beverage from two straws in a coffee shop while fondling each other’s hands. Of course after that, I want more of last night’s action. Before starting our day, share breakfast with me.”
“Let me wash up. Then we will enjoy your beautiful breakfast, role-play, and do whatever makes you happy today! Twenty minutes later, they sit down to dine. “The breakfast is delightful. But you look troubled.”
“I am, Naomi. You have given me a taste of the ideal life. Seeing you across the table now….” Wiping her eyes, Annabel continues, “I nearly tossed this aside. The way we connect, this is not a one-night stand or even a four-night stand. I need you in my life and don’t want to conceal anything affecting our relationship.
“Yesterday, I confessed my past sex life to Max. After much debate, he accepted me as his lesbian girlfriend—with the goal of seeing me transition to bisexual, then heterosexual. Therefore, I promised to share my body frequently in the months to come. There is a caveat. If at any time he is unable to satisfy me as much as women, our relationship ends!”
Naomi is not at all pleased with the revelation. “So after all we said and did last night, you want to begin sleeping with Max. How is that not insulting? Listen to yourself! What does it say about your ability to make a commitment with anyone? It sounds like you are using both of us as sex objects without regard for anyone’s feelings.”
EPISODE 7 – COMMITMENT
Annabel makes up her mind about the relationship she desires and openly expresses her devotion.
Warning: Mature story content.
“It frightens me to see you this angry. Please try to understand the progress we’ve made. We started yesterday agreeing to four days with you and a lifetime with Max. Now I’m switching it around—giving you the larger share. I don’t want to hurt you, but am obligated to give him five days next week or at bare minimum, Monday. Whenever, I reveal that I prefer you, my relationship with him ends! This solution will cause him the least amount of heartache.”
“You are worried more about Max’s heartache than mine. I’m going to help you think this through before showing you how angry I really am. You acknowledged my love for you. That accompanies a possessiveness and jealousy for your affection. So next week, you expect my emotions to be unharmed why you spread your legs for someone else?
“Tell me what’s in your heart. We have shared weeks of amorous lunches, an incredible night, and an admission that you need me in your life. Why are you still talking about sleeping with someone else? Don’t tell me to get over it like I’m your black side piece!
“Look at this picture! Suppose next week, when you are with Max, I invite these four gorgeous women to my apartment. We then multiply everything you and I have done times four. Do you have any feelings about that?”
“Oh Naomi, don’t make me say it…. Put the picture away! The jealousy I feel now means I love you too. It spoils my perfectly stupid plan. Without getting too far off topic, I must ask…. Have you already slept with those four women?
“Showing that picture was not the wisest thing I’ve done, but I wont lie. It has brought personal pleasure. The eight encounters with four women I confessed to earlier—they took place twice with the quorum.”
“Oh, Naomi, you are into group sex? I don’t know if I’m ready for that! Is this what being an adult lesbian requires?"
“Let me explain! I was in a vulnerable rebound mode after a breakup. So the week before we met, I began chatting up one of these ladies in a bar. She asked if I wanted some company for the evening so I gave her my address. I opened the door and saw all four of them.”
“Wow, you did all of them in one night—and they all… did whatever to you. Then you put me above them? So if I would have broke up with you last night, you would probably be rebounding with them right now. I want to be angry about your group encounter, but it happened before we met. If I kept a photo like that, it would be tempting to call them up—perhaps after we have an argument. Will you delete it to curb my jealousy?"
“Of course. First I will delete the contact from my phone…. There. Should we view the photo once more before I delete it?”
“We shouldn’t but I didn’t get a good look….” Studying the photo intently, Annabel says with a look of desire, “So many thoughts running through my mind…. What exactly did they do to you…? How did you satisfy them all? Four in succession? I shouldn’t be undressing them with my eyes. Where did this picture come from…? Is it the only one? Why does this photo of their backends arouse me…? Are their faces pretty?
“In college I was so open to experimentation, I might have tried this…. That’s a whole different level in lesbianism. Do we want to go down this path? Don’t answer. Delete it quickly! That life is too complicated.”
“I don’t want this to backfire and arouse in you a desire for multiple partners! Poof. They’re in the trash… and now, poof! They’re gone forever. Let’s refocus on why you want me to accept the notion of you sleeping with someone else.”
“Thank you. Getting back to my bad behavior. You have a right to be angry with me. But I am not unfaithful—just confused about conflicting commitments. Trying to please you both, I asked Max to let me sleep with you. Then I asked you to let me sleep with him. Neither liked the idea—and you shouldn’t. I wouldn’t either.
“My rationale is that I need to fulfill all promises to avoid a bad reputation. In college I hade a childish bad habit of casual relationships. You and Max are my first relationships since then. Rather than continuing those habits, I need to solidify an adult relationship. From now on I will value your advice and respect your feelings.
“It seems we worked this out in time since Max has not yet put his hands on you. I forgive you and am happy to establish our feelings for each other. This gives me the right to go further than offering suggestions. Under no circumstances can you sleep with Max. I will not tolerate it! Is that crystal clear?”
“Yes, of course…. Your assertive demands turn me on. Command me to do something else.”
“To protect what’s mine, we will end Max’s relationship together. Place a FaceTime call with him. As your exclusive lover, I gain the right to listen in and make certain there are no loose ends. Just say that you don’t want to hurt him but this is how you feel about Naomi…. Because of such feelings, going through with your plans would be cruel to everyone involved.”
“Wow! So I belong to you now—that’s an acknowledgment, not an objection. I want to belong. You seem to have considerable experience ending relationships.”
“The path to becoming the person I am today is littered with many who view a willing woman as a conduit for selfish sexual desires. Too many partners run from bed to bed, which can lead to physical altercations. You had me worried for a while. But now you seem to realize that you can’t promise your body to everyone and come running back to me.
If you are unfaithful to me, I will scorn you as much as I love now. And my love for you is immense! Cherish our devotion to each other. Don’t flirt with anyone. If someone makes advances on you, let me know. I will set them straight.”
EPISODE 8 – WILLINGNESS
Annabel is willing to do pretty much anything Naomi asks to keep the relationship from failing.
Warning: Mature story content.
“Until I get more experience, I don’t mind being the submissive one in our relationship. It seems like the best way to keep from stirring you ire. Like you said, I belong to you now so I will not jeopardize your affection.”
“Since you mentioned submissive, I don’t want you to change your appearance—remain feminine. But how do you feel about me with short hair and baggy clothes?
“Though submissive, I beg you, please don’t. Let’s both be as feminine as possible. You don’t need to look like a man for me.”
“I wanted you to be the pretty one of the couple. But if you love the way I look now, there is no need to change. So we will both dress like sexy women, enjoying each other’s long hair and shapely figures.
Excited about Annabel’s submissive attitude, Naomi says, “You have made a 180° turn to the ideal mate. If you don’t feel I love you enough, squeeze me until more love comes out. For as long as we are together, I will do everything possible to fulfill all your intimate desires.”
“Let’s finalize this breakup with Max. You are officially my new partner, lover, and luscious chocolate lady for many years to come—ring optional.”
“Thank you. I can’t believe we are now agreeing on everything. Dare I say, we compatible enough to enter the phase of sharing copies of each others apartment keys. Is that too fast for you?”
Walking over over to a drawer, Annabel removes a key and extends it to Naomi. “Progressively, strong feelings for your beauty, mind, and personality have been baking. Last night we put the frosting on the cake. You became the total package. That not too fast for me. Actually, I want to speed past some of the customarily long phases of a relationship.
“I want you to myself and melt at the thought of you desiring me more than anything. Trusting each other with access to our homes is something people consider after six months of dating. There is no fear of you walking in on me being unfaithful. With an unexpected visit, I might be too busy with something to give you proper attention. So it is preferable if you phone to say when you are on your way. But if I come home and find you washing my undies or preparing my dinner, I wouldn’t complain.”
“If I was to write a script of everything I need to hear from the perfect mate, it would not surpass every sentence passing your lips. I can program an app on your phone for access to my apartment.”
EPISODE 9 – TOGETHERNESS
Sharing experiences and desires is a way to discover true compatibility.
Warning: Mature story content.
“I am going to give you an underwear drawer. Because the first thing I want you to do whenever you come over is shower and freshen up. Do the same before you leave my apartment. I want to be intoxicated with your aroma whenever I’m near you. If you go through three pairs of panties a day, just throw them in the hamper and I’ll wash them.”
“Thank you for revealing your clean fetish. I will make certain my apartment is tidy, provide a couple dozen changes of underwear, and a bottle of my perfume.”
“Here’s another trust exercise. I will tell you an embarrassing sexual encounter. Then you share one with me, okay?”
“Okay, I’m ready.”
“Before my two-year relationship, I was active with other women. For a hookup after meeting someone in a bar, she drove me to her place. We undressed and got in bed. When she spread her legs, I smelled this awful odor. She was much taller and stronger than me. Seeing me back away, she grabbed my shoulder and head to force me in. That’s when I did it.”
“You did her anyway? Was she having a period… diarrhea… what?”
“No, I puked all over her and the bed. It turns out that she had a condition affecting 30 percent of women called bacterial vaginosis. Ever since that experience, I have been obsessed with cleanliness and fresh aromas.”
“That means more than one in five female hookups would smell like that. I hope I never get that condition. It must have smelled pretty bad! Please don’t vomit on me. Candidly tell me if you feel I need to shower. Out of curiosity, how did you get home?”
“Well, vomit is a strong mood killer and I didn’t have my car. So I got dressed and waited outside for a cab. Now tell me your story.”
“In a minute. With your insistence of cleanness—which I don’t object to—do we avoid one another when we are menstruating?”
“Unless it occurs during the same week, the one not on her period can continue to receive pleasure. Isn’t that the way you did with Ruth?”
“Yes, of course. I just want to make certain that you do not view my menstruation as unclean and vomit on me in my sleep or something.”
“That is not a fear that should concern you. We wear special black period panties during that time of the month.  This means you will need a least 10 pair. It signals you are only offering services, not receiving.”
“Perfect. My experience also involves a hookup. I was studying in the college library in the evening. A pretty girl with tight cutoff jeans dropped a note near my books that said ‘Dorm 248 in 15 minutes.’ Without a name or any other information, I did one of the most risky things in my sex life. I showed up.”
“I am dying with the suspense you’re building.”
“The good news is that I did not walk into a gang rape situation. She was alone and ready to perform a good number on me. As I prepared to do her, she said that she hopes that I have herpes too!”
“That’s when you found out? This underscores the precautions I take.”
“That is why I appreciate examining each other. These stories emphasize the value of a monogamous relationship.”
“Oh, Anna, we can go on and on. This open dialog is why we belong together! Where have you been all my life?”
“In high school, Ruth introduced me to a lifestyle that prepared me for you. My college experimentation phase purged my system of behaviors that would displease you. Failed attempts at male satisfaction accentuate my pleasure with you. My past has aligned my heart with yours so we are now in the same place.”
“When we get back to work, we should inform the HR department that we are a couple. It will prevent charges of sexual harassment stemming from public displays of affection. Without being pessimistic, I should warn you about office romances. If we break up, work performance can suffer. And if one of us begins seeing someone else, there is more tension. In other words, please be faithful to me so we can stay together. Are you up to this?”
“I put it this way, the only reason my first relationship ended is because we went to colleges in different states. Unless you anticipate one of us being accepted into another college, I know how to be loyal. In fact, if our job were to transfer you to another state, I would go with you.
“In my mind, I see many moving pictures of us sharing meals at our dining table, turning off the lights and going to bed, and doing other normal family things. These images are not far off from where we are. Don’t hesitate to ask me something because you feel it is too soon. Tell me again who I belong to.”
“It feels good saying it. You belong to me, Anna.”
“Yes, I do, and I am the privileged one. Say it again. The more you say it, the more submissive to your demands I become.”
“You belong to me. From the top of your head to the bottom of your toes…. You are only mine. Oh, kiss me beautiful child…. Anna, I need you in my life always. This might seem impetuous, and I don’t have anything for you to accept, but will you…?”
“Shh, don’t finish the sentence! There is something I hope you were going to ask. If I wasn’t the submissive one, I would probably ask you. However, now that I think about it, there are at least three questions that would please me. Any one of them, my answer is the same. Tell me tonight over dinner what I agreed to. With an advanced affirmative reply, I suggest you make it something big. I am ready for the call with Max.”
On the FaceTime call, Max views the news as a delay in their plans. Though Annabel was initially very open about private matters, Maxwell has been less forthright. A condition called ejaculatory duct obstruction would minimize their pleasure during intimacy. As has been the case with multiple relationships, his desire exceeds his ability to perform.
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With a procedure scheduled for the following week, he implores Annabel, “This is my fault for not reading the extent of your needs. I can see that your regression has simulated desires. Perhaps after two weeks you will have it out of your system. We can then accelerate to step two of our plans.”
“I’m sorry, Max. By tonight, Naomi and I will already be at step three.”
Naomi can no longer remain silent in the background. She tells Annabel, “Spin your laptop around here.” Submissive Anna complies.
“Max, this is Naomi. I am proud of the way Anna clearly conveyed to you her feelings for me. But for some reason you are still hitting on her. Did you think she was making it up? We are spending nights at each others’ places. Anna, come show him how you kiss me.” She complies with rhythmic lip movements. “Anna, my love, tell Max again.”
“This is our last chat, Max. Had you accepted my original terms, this could have been you and me. Your plan to unbend this wire is too complicated. You don’t have the battery juice I need. Please disconnect. It seems like Naomi can’t wait until we get to her place.”
Annabel smiles and shouts, “Best breakup ever!”
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